The captain used to be a player, which is a process of 'growing': player-senior player-retired-coach-captain. Some captains also play, also coach. In some cases, even in sport, so called consultant is considered, is approached, is called, and is hired.

Money does not speak in all nations, in all tribes, in all regions. Hiring sometimes needs no money. Hiring by regular calling shows the respect to the ones being called. Appreciation. I just can not believe that I found a fact about one's being coach without neven being into it, but just feeling it deep in the heart and in the mind. Not playing, not running, but using whistle and gestures, rules the players. I'd love to call it as a non-playing captain.

I write so bad about this. Congrat on being the player! I will see you later in the media.



You are the player and I am the captain,
a non-playing captain

Dear you,
I should not step back to the life tens of years ago. It is so much different now, like you told me. I remember the car, the picnic in the oasis, the sit and the love that you never feel it. I remember the new-age girl in my new-age era and all the writings that I wrote, which is now compiled 'electronically' in the head.

It is different, and don't be surprised when you later see me waving from a distance, leaving you with a mouth open forming like an oval 'O' letter. I just can not wait to see that (ha ha ha). Or else, you would see me like with the 'O' story I am telling (ha ha ha).

Dear you,
do not be prepared, just come. I know Oregon has made your tounge a bit folded, making it difficult to pronounce some terminologies that you used to spell very perfectly. Oregon, I have seen it, in the internet. Surprisingly, I did not see you there, though having zoomed every single pixel of the area. Yeah, I am rocking, like you told me to keep on two and three years ago.

Just be prepared for some shocks and shakings from your surrounding. I know this time, this electronic mail is not mysterious, easily read without having to think about the meaning. Surprise you told me a year ago? it is, perhaps. But, I am telling you, I would rather not to explore me, by whoever he or she. You would never understand. Not because of Oregon, not because of Enschede. It is because the way of seeing, and the way of thinking.

Believe me, in the first days leaving Oregon, you would first focused on finding the key that locks your freedom, that has been sticking in you for some years. You have to find yourself, as I am still busy with other thing; yeah, like Phil's song:
Too busy thinking about, my baby.


for an Oregonian
Welcome you, dear you.
July 18, 2005, 09:12 AM

a journey to the earth? (photo by me)

As a one single globe, there is no border in this universe, indeed. The whole globe can be caught in a small cirled thing. Hence, come the term: earth observation. It was so i-don't-know when I first knew that I was going to be involved on that kind of thing, the thing that was out of my scope and was so high. I am just a simple (super) man who likes to step my feet on many places on earth (too greedy to say every place on earth). Having been involved, I do not know if deserving on things with paper with colorful things to be observed in it: seeing (gazing) every cube after zooming and letting your brain work, thinking far there without touching it. Just let me be the one who touches it, I can sincerely do that. So many other (super) men and women there, and I am small, like comparing the circle thing with the earth to be observed

Observing the earth, I was there and I will be there; crossing with the saying I said: I dont know.


in the small spot on the earth, nobody can observe me
(even with the highest resolution satellite data)

on the assigment