Sunday, February 27, 2005

Media Markt

Media Markt
Enschede
Klanderij 63
7511 HS Enschede
Telefoon: 053 4814000
Fax: 053 4814089

Postadres:
Postbus 170
7500 AD Enschede

Directeur: H. Werkman

Openingstijden:
Maandag 11.00 - 18.00
Dinsdag 09.30 - 18.00
Woensdag 09.30 - 18.00
Donderdag 09.30 - 21.00
Vrijdag 09.30 - 21.00
Zaterdag 09.30 - 18.00
Zondag 12.00 - 17.00
(indien koopzondag)

Bijzonderheden:
Kom je met de auto? Geen probleem! De ondergrondse Van Heekgarage met 1700 plaatsen bevindt zich onder ons winkelcentrum.

Koopzondag: iedere eerste zondag van de maand.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I love you

Sore-sore, dapat kiriman potongan film orang pacaran jaman dulu. beberapa kata yang jarang sekali diucapkan dalam kondisi perpacaran modern saat ini, berhasil saya tangkap..

----------------------------
ku cinta kau sungguh2!
aku sungguh2 cinta kamu..
i really..love you..
ku cinta kau saat ini..
aku mencintaimu.. seperti awan mencintai hujan..
awan mencintai hujan lagi..
sy akan peluk kamu dengan cinta...
cintaku hangat dan besar...

say a gak pernah nyangka.. akan dicintai kamu seperti ini.., pada saat pertama saya jatuh cinta untuk pertama kalinya dengan kamu.., saya berpikir.. bahwa ini akan menjadi cerita biasa.. seperti yang lalu lalu..

--------------------------------

Dengan motor bebek yang suaranya gede, dia berteriak bilang cinta. hahaha.. Jaman dulu banget.


04;17 PM, 5056-22279

dates

From: Duane (183.newark-14-15rs.nj.dial-access.att.net)
Subject: Attention Fruit Lovers!!!!!
Date: February 25, 2004 at 10:02 am PST

Hello Fruit lovers, You will all be happy to know that we are in the middle of date season!! Have you ever had a fresh date? Trust me, they are completly different from the dried hfs variety. I ordered about 40 pounds of them from a guy in Yuma Az (srjdates@yahoo.com), which was way to many at one time so I have been experimenting with different date recipes and this is what I have come up with so far,

Barhi Date Pudding: Fill blender half way with fresh Barhi dates, add
water and blend.
Barhi Date and Bannana Shake: Fill Blender 1\3 of the way with fresh Barhi dates, fill to top with bannanas, add water and blend.
I also blend dates and young coconut meat together. Fresh dates are a wonderful fruit, I am glad that I discovered them. The medjool dates I got from this guy are so soft and sweet they, each one almost a meal in its self! I hope that all of you fruit lovers can enjoy some fresh dates this fall, they are fantastic!!

Duane

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Thank you Duane. You misinterpreted me, you did not understand my email. I did not order this dates, but another fruits. I thought I have been your customer for more than three years. You know the season when I need dates, and of course you know the season when I do not need dates. Probably too late to send the dates, but just send it. You can also have it delivered. Keep sending me the offer, anyway.

beltstraat 1-12, 10:32 A.M. for my saudi friend: Thanks for the dates.
while eating dates, everything is connected! I made everything be connected.

snow balls

Indeed, the four snow balls were melted. Then I looked at my "window", it was clear outside. No more white there. Logic! No, you don't have to, because season talks!

10:20 AM, Welcoming the day without the snow balls
(Snow balls are snow balls, real and not)

"bola salju"

Seperti diharap, empat bola salju itu datang kesini, masuk ke rumahku...
dan setiap kali saya memandangmu, wahai bola salju....
saya semakin tidak ingin melepaskanmu. Meskipun di musim lain kamu akan mencair (NO!)... tapi ingatanku akan tetap ke kamu. yakinlah...

beltstraat 1-12, 09:44 PM
buat kiriman 4 bola salju, saya suka....

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

who are you?

Hey, who are you telling the pilot:
"Don't fly the plane!"


22279-10:10 PM after "the talk" over the plane
you know, this is a small world,
but we all breathe in a different air!

Saturday, February 19, 2005

HOWEVER and HOWEVER

To be rejected from the jobs we are applying for is something common. With good words of refusal, the letter can however put us down. The unexpected letter above contains good words with good appreciation for our qualifications. However, there is HOWEVER after the good words.

Then, for healing, perhaps, or for keeping the spirit up, we whisper ourselves good words, such as:
"the job is not mine"
"if the job is for you, you'll get it"
"you'll get better jobs than that"
etc etc...

In the other way around, instead of sending us a common HOWEVER in a letter, this letter was WORTH READ for me, as it contains another HOWEVER:

......

We thank you for your application in *** International. *** International is an environmental organization recognized and operating worldwide which is based in Gland, Switzerland.

bla bla bla bla bla bla

Having reviewed your qualification, we came to a conclusion that you are over qualified for the position. Therefore, we pulled your application out to be shortlisted.

bla bla bla bla bla bla

.......

Then in my heart:
"No sir, listen to me"
"I am not over and under"
"SUITS!"
"Believe me!"

"Sirrrrrrr................"

I guess it is another (better) way of rejecting! Good anyway, I am not flying, HOWEVER.

my station, 1:06 PM
For my "honey", Am I over qualified for you?

meja

Belum juga pergi,
belum juga berpisah,
saya udah rindu kamu

saya kesana yah
tunggu saya disana
15 menit, janji!

di meja coklat, 10:53
buat meja kerjaku!

Thursday, February 17, 2005

transfer dari sponsor

hey sponsor,
sepertinya saya harus belajar "mandiri"
tidak mengharapkan transfer mu setiap bulan,
supaya saya bisa tersenyum jika tidak menerima transfer mu...

hey sponsor
pada saat saya butuh transfer,
saya "kadang" harus menunggu "setiap awal bulan"
padahal di tengah bulan (apalagi akhir bulan) seperti ini, saya juga butuh.
saya lagi thesis nih...
saya butuh transfer,
buat foto kopi,
buat beli buku buat referensi
dan beli software
(untung bisa pake software dari kampus!)
supaya saya bisa senyum,
dan bisa lega mengerjakan thesis...

Nggak enak juga tergantung sama sponsor,
sepertinya tidak independent

dan sponsor saya disana tenang-tenang aja,
transferannya telah dibuat otomatis,
jumlah segini di transfer pada tanggal ini

lain kali, mau "biaya" sendiri aja deh...
biar gak tergantung sama sponsor.

Dan kalau kontraknya udah berakhir,
sponsor kan tidak peduli lagi,
cuma wish you success, kembali mengabdi.
Kemana mengabdi nya?

PC 5056-22279, 04:11 PM
sponsor... saya miskin sekarang
transfer nya udah habis...

beruntung

Beruntung kali kamu yah. jauh jauh didatangin dari Bangkok. seorang diri, minggu kemaren. dan sebulan kedepan, bapak nya lagi yang datang, dengan dua mas-mu yang udah nikah.
weleh-weleh-weleh. Bukannya dulu kamu bilang kamu miskin? uh... penipu!
Kata kamu, dulu waktu S1, duit harian buat ke kampus juga gak cukup buat makan siang. makanya, waktu kuliah s1, jadi kurus jering, jarang makan. Uh, penipu! dasar kamu nya aja kali yang gak mau gemuk!

Dulu pas baru kenalan, kamu bilang:Saya dapat beasiswa, mana bisa saya sekolah dengan biaya sendiri? dapat duit dari mana? uuh, penipu!. ternyata, bapakmu akan datang, dengan dua mas-mu dan satu kakak iparmu. Dari Bangkok. Ngapain dia di Bangkok? Pasti jalan-jalan lagi kan? habisin duit? Uh, penipu!

Barusan baca email, minta di bukingin hotel di Roma dan Madrid. Mana saya tahu? orang biasanya cuman nginap di hostel. Hah? ya ampun, segitu percaya nya kamu ke saya? kok nomer kartu kreditnya kamu kasi ke saya? Punya papa-mu?
uh, penipu!. ternyata kamu orang kaya yah...
What? hotelnya gak papa yang Euro 80 per orang per night? maksimal Euro 100 per night? gila... katanya orang miskin... uh, penipu. Jangan-jangan baru dapat lottery yah?

Beruntung kali kamu yah... dijenguk, trus di ajak jalan-jalan pula. What? kamu bilang Den Haag itu biasa? Amsterdam itu biasa? gila.. gak cinta Belanda yah? Aih aih... pantesan kamu mau beliin saya MP3 Player. Masih pengen beliin yah? kalo tau gini, saya kemaren langsung bilang iya, beliin yang merk nya CREATIVE yang 256 Megabite. tapi gak ah, nanti saya akan beli sendiri, dari keuntungan menjual sepeda saya, hihihi.... Jumat ini paling sepedanya udah laku. Hihihi...

Pantesan yah, baju-baju nya semuanya ber-merk. Kata nya semuanya dari anbeding, sale-sale... Tapi kok semuanya seperti new items? uh, penipu. tau gitu, kamu dong yang beliin saya tiket ke Amsterdam kemarin. Tolol sekali saya yah, menolak. hihihi...

Iya deh, nanti saya bantu.. kamu yang buking tapinya. saya gak mau nyentuh kartu kredit papa kamu. Ternyata hidup kamu seperti sinetron. Saya yakin rumah kamu di Jakarta pasti gede banget, seperti yang di sinetron-sinetron. Atau jangan-jangan disewa untuk dipake syuting untuk sinetron?

Dasar penipu!

beltrtaat 1-12, 00:09 am

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Red eyes

I come to the cluster in which I work usually at 9 o'clock,
my three friends are there already, gazing at the screen while once in a while reading the book or note or sometimes calculating something.

I go for a coffee at the break time at 10.30, and my three friends are still there, gazing and thinking.

I go back to my desk with a cup of tea, my three friends are still there, gazing and thinking. Sometimes talk, ask questions I mean.
I turn the sound notification on of my messenger, and TRING, TOK TOK TOK...
my friends come to me and ask: "What are you doing?"
"I am chatting"
"What?"
"yes, I am discussing my thesis with my friend there"
"is your friend also doing modelling?"
"mmm... no, but I am helped by my friend"
(I get the spirit after chatting, you know)

I go for lunch at 12.30, and my friends are still there, gazing and thinking. This time, one of her/his friends comes and they discuss something. So thesis-thing, I am sure. I heard about matrix, degree of balance, reliability, vulnerability, lagoon. Oh no..

Then, I come back from lunch at 1.30, and my friends are still there.
I ask one friend of mine, "Didn't you take lunch"
"I came back 10 minutes ago", while drinking a cup of coffee, for digesting, she said"

I sit, and I open my computer. I see some offline messages in my messanger
"oh, it's you"
Then we chat, talking about your job, your plan for to night
and you tell me how much you love me
TRING.. and my friend comments: "What are you doing"
"I am chatting scientifically"
While chatting, I open my work, I work, I chat.
If I need to concentrate, I let myself offline, but mostly not. Why should I?

3.00, 15 minutes more is tea time. I cant work anymore, I gum myself. then I open friendster. I find my old friends there, then I reply the message.
3.15, coffee time, and I still see my friends there, gazing and writing. This time, they are altered a bit, talking to me, but mostly about academic thing.
then sometimes we go down for a coffee together, sometimes I go by myself and bring back myself with two glasses of tea.
They are still there.

Good thing is that around 6.00 PM, we usually eschange food and we drink together. But 15 minutes later, we all go back to our desk. From my station they can still hear TOK TOK TOK or TRIINNNGGGG from my headphone of which the volume I set maximum, so everybody can hear that.

"hey, what are you doing?

I am just silent, as I am gazing at my work. Do you think I am not working?

Then I work, while chat, while reply emails in my inbox.

At 9.30 PM, I look at my friends. They are still working. I look at the eyes. Oh my God, they are all red.

Then I go to the toilet (I frequently piss and I guess I am the most frequent user of the toilet), and I look at my eyes at the mirror. They are not red. Oh my God, am I not seriously working?

then I thought something wrong at me. I should make my eyes red!


For my clustermates. My name is Muhy, I am from indonesia and I am doing bla-bla-bla bla bla bla.....

mobil dan rumah

naik saja di mobil itu, toh tinggal naik, duduk, dan senyum...
masuk saja di rumah itu
jadi ratu
tidur lelap
dan besoknya...

angkat tangan tinggi-tinggi,
itu saja kan?

Buang saja cerita kereta dan angkot itu,
Tak perlu menunggu award yang dikata sejati.

karena memang tidak perlu,
tidak guna...

Kasihan sekali pemilik mobil itu,
kenapa tidak jual saja rumahnya?
seperti cerita keinginan menjual cincin itu...


02:41 PM, apa kabar M dan E?
andai kau bisa korek dan beritahu...
"makasih lho!"

Monday, February 14, 2005

basic science

Presenting in an international forum of course needs good performance. Not only because you are standing for yourself, but more because you are standing on behalf of your institution. I was ashamed of the way "the big bosses" from developing countries presented what they have done in the project. Not because of the contents, but because of the way they presented it. I brought my mind to many faces counting the education of disaster management. That was the presentation in front of the FUNDING SOURCES I can say, but it was not well presented.
Then, I imagine how they presented in front of the students.

Another thing playing in my mind is that the way you attrack the audiences is one thing to be considered. It can be done by developing good method of presentation.
How could they be sent with that capacity? Even to transfer to the educated people, it was hardly done well. How about transferring to the people who are new in such thing? How bad and how boring you do it?

I think I was right, communication science is the basic science.

05:14 PM, Sorry misters!!!!

CASITA: from developed to developing

I just attended the Kick off meeting of what so called CASITA Project II. The project aims to build capacity on modern disaster mitigation tools, as part of the Asian Urban Disaster Mitigation Program (AUDMP), targeted at reducing disaster vulnerability of urban regions in Asia. It will do so by providing support to the institutionalization of academic courses on disaster mitigation in existing urban planning curricula at university level, thus provide Asia with young urban planners knowledgeable of modern disaster mitigation tools. Through this project the partners shared their knowledge on RS (Remote Sensing) & GIS applications for hazard and risk mapping, and distance education with a group of 15 Universities and training institutes from Asian countries. To support knowledge sharing cost-effectively, an Internet-based platform for E-learning has been developed. Some results of the project have been outcome, such as GIS case studies and course modules dealing with earthquake- , flood - , landslide-, coastal- , volcanic- and technological hazard and risk assessment, and urban vulnerability and risk analysis.

Question: How can they (and I) benefit from this?

My desk in 5-056, 17.06

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Habis

..........

Tak terasa, waktu kepengurusan PPI Enschede telah sampai pada titik pergantian tongkat estafet kepemimpinan dan kepengurusan. Masih teringat dengan jelas titik awal kepengurusan PPIE periode 2004/2005 setahun yang lalu, sedikit berliku sampai akhirnya kita berada pada suatu titik stabil yang harus dikuak ke permukaan.
Dan inilah kita diatas permukaan itu.

..........

Akhir kata, semoga PPI Enschede akan tetap jaya dan semangat kekeluargaan di bumi Enschede ini tetap terjaga.

Enschede, 12 Februari 2005, Muhibuddin Bin Usamah, Ketua Umum PPI Enschede Periode 2004-2005


.......... (Schermerhorn Lounge Dish Hotel Enschede, 03:37 PM)


10:39 PM. Bukan di Enschede, saya sudah tidak....

Thursday, February 10, 2005

"Professor"

I got a long e-mail from a "professor" this morning and I could only say:

"Professor",
Ya Ampun...
"Project" kita sama,
Persis sama...

Ingin mempertahankan "project" ini sampai kapanpun

Bahwa "project" itu adalah sebuah project panjang,
yang telah saya bina sejak 10 bulan terakhir
seperti halnya "project" yang melibatkan kamu, "professor"!

Ya Ampun, "Professor",
Saya membayangkan "project" itu berbuah terus menerus,
kontinyu,
dan saya hidup abadi dari "project" itu...
seperti halnya kamu yang ingin hidup abadi dari "project" kamu itu

Ya Ampun, "professor",
Jujur saya pilih optie yang pertama saja,
sama dengan yang "Professor" tawarkan padanya,
meskipun sulit yah "professor"...

Ya Ampun "professor",
sekarang di tangan kita masing-masing
"project" itu sekarang,

tapi "professor".... untuk hasil yang baik
sepertinya kita harus menyusun sebuah konsep dan rencana panjang yang tebalnya beribu-ribu lembar,
dan di presentasikan di seluruh orang di dunia (in fact, telah berjuta-juta kan "projects" serupa?)

...dan bilang ke teman-teman kita:
Oi..ini "project" saya,
Saya tidak akan mencari "project"-"project" lain
karena sebenarnya "project" ini adalah abadi...

Bukan hanya sekedar "PhD", kan "professor"?

"professor",
karena "professor" mengirim email "itu" ke seorang wanita,
wajarlah dia akan bilang hal ini dengan jujurnya, "jokingly":
Will you say: "Will you marry me?"

(ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha)

hahahaha.. "Professor", "professor".....

09:13 AM, PC 22279, Cluster 5-056
Ini balasan email saya "Professor"!
(PhD can be Doctor of Philosophy or Pendamping Hidup, "professor"...)

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Kotak biru di masa nanti...

Mungkin, suatu kotak berwarna biru, dipasang gambar percerminan ide di kepala.
Tambah, sebuah kotak coklat berkaki tidak kokoh, dengan gambar di depan, jelas.

Dan pasti, bagaimana dunia mengharapkan diri, terlihat dari lubang kecil di dekat tanggalan..
tinggi gedung, antik benda kecil, hamparan kota-kota dulu, tertutup debu...


hartaku


Mungkin, dua "anak" kecil di Afrika sana akan kelihatan dari lubang kecil,
bernama aneh, tidak bisa diingat....
Bersahut-sahut: "Kami anak kamu...., kenapa tidak pernah mengunjungi kami lagi?"
(justru itulah, saya ingin mengunjungimu dengan cara ini...)
Dan, senyuman manis berbulu lebat itu tumbuh di sela-sela warna merah...

Mengejutkan, anak ku!

Mungkin, suara langkah kaki akan terdengar jelas dari kotak biru sana, kotor diinjak injak dari luar!
Anak berbulu kecil menangis bahagia, bertemu dengan tanah makanan mereka...
"Papa... saya masih anak kamu, makasih..."

Mungkin, akan ada kaleng-kaleng kecil yang berbunyi di malam hari,
Aluminium solid mengupas kegamangan malam.
"papa... anak tidak suka dengan suara itu"

Ah, suara itu membangunkan tatapan panjang papa, anakku...

Papa membangung kotak dengan beberapa interaksi dengan orang kecil,
bodoh...
tanpa target besar di keesokan harinya...


Tapi kenapa anak melempar aluminium solid itu kebawah?

Mungkin, akan terlihat kertas bercap mewah dimakan jamur dinding.
Tampak jelas kejayaan nya dimasa lalu,
dan gapaian tangan panjang coklat merabanya tanpa rasa,
membangunkan emosi-emosi lama yang tertimbun di balik cat cat berwarna lembut...

"Anakku, kita akan bertemu di sana, kan?"

Aih aih, dari kotak biru, berpindah ke kotak hitam, mulus..
Erangan nya membawa ke mimpi-mimpi lama yang terkuak, dibalas dengan senyum...

Wajah harimau, monyet, panda, ular, dan kupu-kupu tertancap di atas kemulusan,
dan kembali ke dunia yang kuimpikan disana itu, dekat kotak biruku...

Datanglah ke saya, kotak biru
Toh hanya dengan satu sentuhan jari telunjuk, tanpa tenaga yang kuat......


09:34, kepala panas tapi dingin.
Buat sebuah "operasi" di "dada",
rindu saya dengan dua anak saya, sungguh!....

Kursi Bodoh

Katanya, kursi nya tidak peot lagi,
karena jarang di dudukin...

Katanya, pintunya sudah berbunyi keras jika dibuka,
karena jarang dibuka...

Katanya, debunya udah menumpuk lagi dibawah meja,
karena jarang di bersihkan...

Katanya, tatakan gelas itu sudah turut pula berdebu,
karena disimpan di atas meja, dan tidak diambil...

Katanya, abang bakso nya suka nengok ke dalam,
karena jarang dipanggil lagi dari rumah itu...

Katanya taxi sudah lalu lalang depan halamanya,
karena sudah jarang yang telepon...

Katanya, setiap malam menjadi tambah sepi,
karena hembusan anginnya kedengaran sudah...

Katanya, petang itu hampa sudah,
karena setiap langkah diiringi deruan mobil...

Katanya, panas itu menjadi tambah panas,
karena keteduhan itu sudah pergi...

Katanya, katanya, katanya....

Bodohnya aku dan kamu!

Beta bersembunyi
, 5-034, 08:55 PM.